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اما من دیگه دستم با نوشتن غریبه ست

I cried last night... It happened after a long time not crying... He played a song while holding me tight in his arms... I was hungry.. drank a juicebox in bed... then I fell sleep... in the middle of night I experienced sleep paralysis... It’s rare for me at that time.It usually happens in midday. It was like this: Someone came inside the bedroom. I was afraid. I knew what is happening so I called him asking to shake me untill I wake up. I could barely hear my own voice but he did. He shook me and I woke up some moments later. When I woke up I saw him on the other side of bed. I wasn’t even in his arms. It was all my imaginations. 

I just remembered another dream I saw the other day. I may not be able to remember it in detail. it was fresh in my mind that morning but now...

I was in my sister’s house, the one whom I can’t forgive. I needed a tooth brush. She gave me an eletrical one. I brushed but my tooth fell out after brushing. I was waiting for him to arrive. Surprisingly, she had a dog in her house. When he arrived and opened the door, the dog ran away. I was worried and he ran after the dog. There were many other dogs too. Suddenly he decided to burn down his car (he had a car in my dream) to grab the dog’s attention. I didn’t know what to say. the car was on fire. He came toward me and hugged me while saying many things which sounded like a proposal. Still I was silent but happy and surprised.